Where has the time gone? I often think about my time of being a mom. I remember certain milestones so vividly in my mind which I am so thankful for. I often try to look back at my pictures and videos often so as to keep those memories fresh in my mind. I am so fearful of forgetting those precious moments that are never to be made again, that time has vanished never to have a second chance. Everyday I look at my kids and think about whether I am going to remember this moment, this stage, the way Lexie says certain things like "gook" for milk or "otaaay" for OK after you ask her a question. Will I remember that feeling or the look on her face when she runs into my arms saying "mommy, mommy " with such a big smile and I swoop her up and we squeeze each other? Am I going to remember the hard times more like temper tantrums in the mall or syrup squirted all over my carpet? Will I be able to see Tripp's sweet, bashful smile as a 4 month old so vividly in my head in a few years or the way he looks so peaceful as he's nursing in my arms? Will I remember the sound of his screams and the sad expression on his face when he gets upset that I have set him down and walked away? Will I remember the way it felt to hold my babies at each age in my arms... Am I appreciating this gift God has given to me? I like to believe that I am trying my hardest to savor each moment, so thankful for the opportunity to be their mom and just simply be with them everyday.
Tripp 2 weeks
Lexie 2 weeks
Lexie lovin' on her blankie at 18 months
Just discovered he has 2 teeth at 4 1/2 months old!
Lexie at 4 1/2 months